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02 September 2007 @ 11:03 am
Author: roobyroobyroo
Title: Soundtrack for Secretary: Chapter 11
Pairing: House/Cameron
Rating: Umm... More than Adult!
Warnings: This story contains a consensual role play of non-consensual sex acts.  There is no question that it pushes the envelope.  If you are at all concerned you won't enjoy that subject matter please do not read it.

With, of course, many thanks to Beth
houseketeer for everything. ILU x

There are some extra special people in my life right now, but this fic is dedicated to Mara
maramyanet and to Erin snowrabbitses. For keeping me standing when i should have fallen down.


 
 
Current Location: need you ask?
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Current Music: Silence!
 
 
roobyroobyroo
02 July 2007 @ 05:54 pm
Chapter Three is here!! Finally!!

Author: Clair (rooby-rooby-roo)
Chapter: 3/ ??
Pairing: House / Cameron
Spoilers: none
Rating: M, NC-17, Adult, Whatever
Disclaimer:
Not mine - kill me now!!
Summary:
House gets to see another side of Cameron.

Beta'ed by the beautifully gorgeous Heather everknowledge

For Amber, Beth, Rara and Erin - Whores 'R' Us!!!!!


Chapter 2 here...

Chapter 1 here...
 
 
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roobyroobyroo
01 July 2007 @ 12:33 am
Awesome article on the rise and rise of Fan fic!!

Clink the link..



 
 
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roobyroobyroo
24 June 2007 @ 09:58 pm
My wee boy Red is 2 today!! Such a grown up little man now. We got him a massive truck that is filled with matchbox cars - he loved it!! He also got some more vehicular toys and some DVD's from family and friends. My Dad is getting him a scooter.

We went to my MIL's and had a little tea party for him. Sarah and Matt (Red's Godparents) and Emma and Maya and Tali came over for tea. I made a cake - wahoo!!

Here are some piccies - love ya Redders x x







'Scuse the hideous photo of me - too busy making the fucking cake to do my hair of put on make up!!

 
 
Current Location: where else but here??
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Current Music: ah the sweet sound of silence!
 
 
 
roobyroobyroo
31 May 2007 @ 08:41 am
Allison Cameron By Night! Chapter 2

Author: Clair (rooby-rooby-roo)
Chapter: 2/ ??
Pairing: House / Cameron
Spoilers: none
Rating: Increased to M
Disclaimer: Not mine - kill me now!!
Summary:
House gets to see another side of Cameron.

Thanks to everknowledge - a beta who is made of awesome - I love ya baby!!




 
 
Current Location: Home with the Monsters
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: Kids TV, i am going crazy
 
 
 
roobyroobyroo
22 May 2007 @ 11:46 pm
Allison Cameron By Night!

Author: Clair (rooby-rooby-roo)
Chapter: 1/ ??
Pairing: House / Cameron
Spoilers: none
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine - kill me now!!
Summary:
House gets to see another side of Cameron.

Thanks to everknowledge - a beta who is made of awesome!!


 
 
Current Location: Still here
Current Mood: nauseatednauseated
Current Music: Radio One - Love it!!
 
 
 
roobyroobyroo
13 May 2007 @ 09:43 pm
So i am not yet 6 weeks pregnant and i would say that it is already having a negative effect on my emotions.

My history is that i suffered with antenatal depression during my second pregnancy and then postnatally too. My baby is now almost 2 years old and it is just in the last few months since switching meds and increasing the doses that i have felt anywhere like being me again. It has been a hard hard road, not one that i would wish on my worst enemy.

My main symptom is rage, anger and uncontrollably so. I get so mad that i shout and yell and more often than not it is the kids that bear the brunt of this. I have ways of dealing with it. If i feel that 'feeling' i walk away, try to fend it off, but sometimes i just can't. It is the littlest things that get me, the way they just don't listen to me at all, Ruby's 'rude' voice and Red's kicking me. I feel like i yell all of the time.Now i am a loud person by nature, but there is a difference between bellowing good naturedly at them from across the park and shouting them out for just being a kid. Cos really thats all they are doing.

It seems like i just got me back, and now it has gone, just like that. I've been working on trying to like myself a bit more, not being so neglectful with myself (another big symptom for me) and i am just sliding right back down. I hate myself so much and i just don't see a way out of it. I haven't showered in 3 days, feel no desire to. I won't look in the mirror. A lot of the insecurities i haven't felt for a long while (the in-laws hating me, friends lying to me etc) are back in full force. I feel apathetic towards my life, my business, my kids. While i desperatey want this baby i am resenting it already.

Why is this happening? Is it a regular 'relapse'? Is it down to the hormones that are coursing through my veins? Will i feel like this for the rest of my fucking life? Why Me?
 
 
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roobyroobyroo
11 April 2007 @ 02:33 pm
This Wrong

Based around: "Change Your Mind" by The All-American Rejects


He watched her walk to the window and light a cigarette, she hadn't smoked till they had become closer.
Her shoulders hunched over and tense, she looked strained.

He smiled and rose from the bed where they had lain together not long ago.
He enjoyed their meetings. He enjoyed the wrong, it felt so right.
But then again, his wife didn't live in the same city.

Don't solve the problem,
when danger is better.
Far away where you stock them
In cages that tether

She comes to him in his dressing room one day. Tells him she's leaving.
She's told David Shore.
Its over.

She can't do it any more, the guilt is killing her.

And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.

She is miserable without him, and without her job.
And now Jesse knows.

Everything she ever wanted is gone.

And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.

He wants to hold her close, comfort her, make all her hurt disappear.
He picks up the phone and dials.

It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
You let go too soon.

She hesitates when she hears his voice. Her longing is overwhelming.
She can feel his touch, her cheeks blush at the memory.
Yes.

Sit down, you're sinking,
there's no one to watch you.
Skip town, you're thinking,
there's no one to stop you.

He grips the phone, knuckles white.
This is wrong, Jo is hurt beyond repair.
It feels so right.

And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.

He kisses her, stubble grazing soft skin.
She looks into his eyes, needing reassurance.
He holds her tight.
Don't leave me.

And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.

Skin on skin,. His touch leaves her dizzy.
Her moans fill the air.
They come together. Just like in the movies.

It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
Let go too soon.


She wants to work.
Painted red by the media - hussy, homewrecker, heartbreaker.
Cigarette after cigarette, she spends her day in a cloud.

Don't run away,
Stop feeling fine.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
No words to say, I'll give you mine,

She is distant, cold.
He holds her close, but feels the chasm between them grow.
Stay with me. I need you.

and pocket all the hurt, and just stay.
Don't run away.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.

A casting, she's hopeful.
He can see the life in the eyes, the colour in her cheeks.
She envelopes him in her joy.
He laughs with her, blue eyes sparkling.

And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.

Forgetting the past is difficult, it haunts them.
Memories that have scarred their souls.
Her fingers stained yellow, his greying hair.

It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
Let go too soon.

But they are together.
He loves her
She loves him

Don't run away.
I'll change your mind.

Some wrongs are right.
 
 
Current Location: Wales - at Awel's House!!
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Desperate Housewives!!
 
 
 
roobyroobyroo
05 April 2007 @ 10:47 pm

So, confession time! I ate today!! Nothing huge just some shepherd's pie, that i'd be allowed in on saturday anyway. After three weeks on liquid only i am losing the willpower to go on!! Of course now i'm freaking out, but thats me and my ker-azy mind. In my head those few mouthfuls of pie have turned the whole thing from a success to a failure. I am so scared of failing. If this doesn't work then i have nothing left, no where else to turn. What if i have fucked it up, by not being able to say no. I swear people think drugs are addictive. Try being addicted to something that you have to have a little bit of each day and that is so ready available that you can get high any time you like. Its such a fucking double standard. If you are an alcoholic or a drug addict then you have an illness, and need help - if you are a food addict you are disgusting, lacking any self control, weak and repulsive to most people. Life is shit sometimes.

 
 
Current Music: TV - some nonsense or other!
 
 
roobyroobyroo
27 March 2007 @ 09:51 pm
Isn't it funny how you don't realise how bad you feel until you start to feel better!! I feel a lot better today, i don't have as much pain as i did yesterday and have a lot more mobility!! I did quite a lot (around the house i mean - nothing exciting!!) but i felt a lot better able to do those things than i did a day ago. Tell you what though - the one thing that does hurt like crazy is coughing. In the afternoon we went into town and took the kids to the library, went to Starbucks then did the food shopping. Nothing too exciting.

Its strange, i feel no hunger at all, the total opposite in fact. And i feel uncomfortable too, like i have indigestion the whole time. But of course as i was sat in  Satbucks and the kids were picking at their (great looking, probably delicious) snacks and not eating a whole lot, i just wanted to hoover them up like i would have done in the past. The physical craving for food disappears but the mental is still there. I shows me that it is still gonna be a long road ahead, my feelings about food aren't gonna go way overnight. Still feeling positive though - ain't nothing thats gonna drag me down now!!

Oh - big thanks to my brother and fiance for the lovely flowers - they were delivered, made me feel like i'd just had a baby!! Its the only other time i've gotten flowers!!

Jaime - so glad you appreciated the pooping candles story - i'm not sure anyone else did!!! LMAO!!

 
 
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